Peter Pan, take me to [neverland].

"You are the light of the world..." Matt. 5:14

Wow, it's been a month since my last post already? =p Sweet.

So...I guess it's time for another update =) the past week was State's spring break, so it was pretty awesome hanging out with Fondue all the time =p Monday was...a lot of fun =p hung out at my house, went out to pick up Sonya, went to Goodberry's and had a chocolate brownie sundae =) it was soooooo good =) haha then hung out at his house for a while before he drove me home =p

Mmm..Tuesday was...not bad =p bball that night was...competitive...haha another girl showed up and I was GRRRRR because she was bigger than me and Idk if better = = but yeahh I kinda got worked up about comparing myself and all that junk...talking to Fondue kind of made me feel better =p thanks for being my best (guy) friend.

Wednesday! Hung out with Peter for a while at the park and Rita's =p it was fun...had some light afternoon chatter I love the most =) piano was really good too =)

Thursday~ let's see...what did I do yesterday....(I know, such a fail = =) OH RIGHT. So...my friend came up to me in the morning telling me her boyfriend broke up with her =\ she was so sad it made me sad...even though she ran out of tears to cry =\ soooo...when she asked me to ride with her after school, I couldn't really say no >.< she needed someone in the car to concentrate, so I asked if she wanted to go grab ice cream at Rita's and talk. Sabrina was in the car too, and the three of us just had a lot of fun chatting. Then Sabrina's mom called and so she had to rush to the library =p haha my friend ran a stop sign right after I asked if she obeyed the law and she said yes (with Sabrina backing her up saying she never speeds and crosses the white lines) =p yeah...went to Rita's to hang out with Kelsey and met Stephanie =) so much fun to hang out with...we talked about relationships and just had some fun girl time. We (Stephanie, Sabrina, and I) agreed to rob a gun shop :D

Friday!! Early release =) sooooo excited. I had a good period in Spanish...not much to do, had the last 30 minutes of class to do an assignment I finished in 10 and just slept for 20 minutes. IT WAS SO GOOD. AP Music Theory...I was tired from sleeping so I just put the white hood (wore my white NC State hoodie) and pulled it over my face because my hoodie was covering my body and Yash said it made me look like that freaky thing in Pan's Labyrinth. The thing at the dinner table? = = it was so scary. Anyway. So...talked about non-harmonic tones and it was just funny.
Bensen: Is that a neighboring tone?
Class: Yes
Bensen: NO IT ISN'T, IT'S GOING DOWN THE STREET!
AHA. Then I was talking to Yash about something (don't remember what), but then I made this weird noise that Kelsey (who was sitting on my other side) stared at me and I just burst out laughing. Didn't even know what was so funny = = but right at that moment, someone asked a question and Bensen said, "No, that's just an obnoxious tone." and by that point, I was laughing so hard my face felt red. So the whole class just stared at me and Bensen was looking over and doing wavy motions with his hands xDD trying to cool me down, hahahah it was so funny. Idk, I just went hyper =p
Chem...not too bad =p Bowman was nice yesterday and today =p
Precalc...quiz! It was so easy =) and Betz is always one of the funny teachers, haha. Just grades hard = = and gives hard tests = = but yeahh had fun in precalc too, believe it or not =p

After school, Fondue picked me up for lunch =p we planned to eat and then go to my house and watch Peter Pan...haha met up with Joanna and Jaycee (sp?) (GH grads) to go to Red Bowl, but we decided to go to Panera instead because Red Bowl was so expensive = = and yeah...haha Joanna's brother Jonathan came too, and we picked Michael up from GH...so the six of us went to Panera and saw Angie, Ruth, and Anna =p Haha Jonathan is so funny, we had this" argument"/"rivalry" going on...haha fun =p and Joanna and Jaycee were really nice, so it was fun =)

Dropped Michael off at Planet Smoothie and went home =) Hung out at my house for a while...said we would start movie at 2:35, yeahh well...haha scratch that. Then Sonya texted Peter telling him to go to the park because she was there with some friends and the guys were playing basketball. Ehhh...didn't really know how to feel about that. He asked how I felt and then said that he hung out with me all spring break and didn't have the chance to hang out with Sonya and stuff. He asked me to go...I didn't really want to -sigh- and yeahh...Idk...not sure how I felt about that =\ I told him to go because...he needs other friends too, but I really wanted him to stay = = Kind of brought back memories of what happened during winter break/NHS induction ceremony so...not too happy =\

I guess I lied through my teeth though when I told him it was okay...I guess he knew =\ but he knew he needed friends too and stuff. So I texted Jacob for a while and just talked to him about it and other stuff =p my mom picked me up at like...5:09 after coming back from Grand Asia =p I was a little late to practice, but practice was fun =) Went to play Nerts after...haha with Praisee, Danny, and Anne, then people changed and I just played until YG started =p Won every game except for like, one or two...danggg I was on fiah =D

Peter and Jacob came from playing bball at the park with food for Praisee and Jacob...I didn't eat dinner so I had half a mind to call him, but I was pretty upset so...just ended up not calling and didn't really eat anything. When he came, I just kind of...let it slide...-sigh-

Tonight, Abby had a hunting class or something (she got her hunting license! =D) so Jerrod was speaking...he talked about being the light of the world (Matt. 5:14-15) and he taught in the dark. Then he gave us glowsticks and told us not to crack them until he said so, haha. I guess that message hit me pretty hard because I saw just how much my life was submerged in darkness, especially stuff that had to do with Fondue...ehh he sat next to me so like...after the message...about "What is the purpose of life?" and about how God sent us to be a light to make an invisible God visible to the rest of the world =p just hit me pretty hard. Each of our glowsticks had 'purpose' written on it...mine was blue =p and it just so happened, so was Fondue's. Anyway, so we cracked them and made a pact =) huge weight lifted off my shoulders, and suddenly, I wasn't so burdened anymore.

Worship time came...while Jerrod was praying, he told us to go on to the stage...we did worship in total darkness except for the glowsticks =p and the A/V room lights, haha =p but yeah...it was so awesome =p I guess like...that message really hit me...because for the first time ever, I felt completely carefree and happy while leading worship =p I didn't care about how "well" I sang...didn't care about anything at all except for the passion in the songs I had never noticed before. It was then I realized that it was the times that I don't care so much about the quality than the meaning behind it was the best I've ever sang for worship. God hears me =) He loves me. And I love Him. Tonight, we played Filled With Your Glory, You are Holy, and Lead Me to the Cross. LOVE those songs =) but yeahhh haha. Originally, I thought I would have blogged about a sad day, but after worship, everything was just so carefree. It was like what I experienced before and what I tell other people: "After God's first in your life, everything else just naturally falls into place."

So yeahh =) Went home, had some family/sibling bonding time =)
Had a good week ^^
Watching Peter Pan 2003 tomorrow! One of my top three favorite movies of all time =) So excited!

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