The more I hurt, the more bitter I become.

I'm sorry that it's the way I defend myself.

I wish I could help you. I wish I could constantly be the sweet, helpful person people say I am. I wish I could smile all the time and just be happy for you instead of being bitter, harsh, and hurt then breaking down in tears after.

It's not exactly easy now, but it's so much better than the day we were just strangers.

Just give me some time. I'll get over you and stop burdening you. I promise.

The quote Jennifer always used- "if you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, then it's yours. If not, it wasn't yours to keep."

It's so overrated. I used to like it...not anymore. I never lived by it.

One day. I promise.

For now...I'm sorry.

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