Three years ago, I prayed a prayer.
I asked God to shake my foundations.
And you know what?
He did.
Know what else?
IT SUCKED.
But there was something else.
It was necessary.
It was necessary for me to grow and to move forward, to learn to cling to God through everything. My heart has hardened considerably the past few months...maybe it's because I don't really have time for anything anymore, maybe it's just me being burnt out and lazy, I don't know. But I can sense the ways that I've changed, ways that I didn't even want to change. Ways that I think...could be better left unchanged. Maybe it's time to pray that prayer again. To ask for that 90-degree drop down that roller coaster, because maybe it's what I need to come to the Father with my heart once again.