Quasimodo was born with a hunchback and other physical deficiencies. The townspeople of Notre Dame are terrified of him, and yet, underneath the ugliness, the monstrosity- there is a kind heart that loves and yearns to be loved deep within. People don't see it. They don't look deep enough to see it. Therefore, he is cast out of society. "Quasi" and "modo" in Latin mean "almost" and "standard measure." His name means, "almost the standard measure of a person."
I am not perfect, inside or outside. People may hate me, people may love me. But those who matter don't understand. They can't see what's really inside. And therefore, I feel cast out. There are so many times, just this week I was tempted to run away. Tempted to isolate, tempted to just quietly step back from everyone's lives because I know that they'll be fine without me. Because they don't need me.
慢慢心痛
沒有人發現我和從前不同
你的眼中
看得見另一個人給的感動
No one can see, no one can understand. No one noticed a difference over the past couple of weeks. He didn't either. Not until I told him.
However, God has been good to me. He loves me, and He and my family are the only reasons why chaos hasn't broken out. Why I'm still being held together.
수 많은 밤 지새우다 [I stay up so many nights]
내 눈물 같은 별빛이 멎지 않는 비가 되면 [When the starlight becomes rain that doesn't stop like my tears]
기억해요 내가 사랑했단 걸 [Remember that I love you] 나 그댈 갖지 못해도 내 맘이 [Even if I can't have you, even when my heart]
끝내 슬픈 인연의 벽 앞에 [Is blocked in the end]
가로막혀도, 그댈 사랑해 [By the wall of sad connection, I love you]
바라볼 수만 있는 곳이라면 [If it's a place where I can just watch you]
아파도 울려도 사랑해 [Even if it hurts, even if you make me cry, I love you]
When the starlight becomes rain, remember that I love you.
