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o1. The name is Moni
o2. finalfantasyx.tumblr.com / equidistant-parallax.tumblr.com
o3. Currently 21
o4. Loves God, band, basketball, singing, dancing, writing
o5. Hates stuff
o6. I ♥ NCSU PowerSound =)
o7. Link me!
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My hands are cold. My feet are cold. My head is spinning. I want this. But I don't want it.
It's not right. Why is this still happening? What happened to stopping it?
Why am I not strong enough to do this...
God, help me. Please. I feel like I'm weighed down. My feet won't move even though I know where You are, where I should be running to. God, I feel like I'm tied down here. I'm always working up the motivation to move, but when the time comes, I can't. I can't breathe. I can't move. I feel so empty, knowing You're disappointed, knowing I'm hurting You, knowing I'm weak and seeing You there, holding out Your hand in the distance. Daddy, please. I can't do this.
It's not right. Why is this still happening? What happened to stopping it?
Why am I not strong enough to do this...
God, help me. Please. I feel like I'm weighed down. My feet won't move even though I know where You are, where I should be running to. God, I feel like I'm tied down here. I'm always working up the motivation to move, but when the time comes, I can't. I can't breathe. I can't move. I feel so empty, knowing You're disappointed, knowing I'm hurting You, knowing I'm weak and seeing You there, holding out Your hand in the distance. Daddy, please. I can't do this.