"Feeling nothing is an attractive option when everything you feel sucks."
Yay Emma Swan for putting my feelings into words.
Maybeeee that's why things are feeling better nowadays. I am not new to this numb/emotionless state, but I suppose it's a coping mechanism, no? It's nice that school started last week; I FEEL like studying. That never. Ever. Happens. But now, I'm productive AND distracted AND not feeling anything, so...two birds with one stone?