Bags all packed, make sure you remember everything
No lookin' back no more, not for anything
This is what you wanted, isn't it?
Clear it out just like you've never been
What's a goodbye good for anyway?

There's nothing left of you to remind me
But somehow you're still standing behind me

I'm trying hard to forget you, but my
Empty walls won't let me let you go
When you took it all, you forgot your shadow
You say you wish me well without you,
But somethin' bout you tells me that you know
When you took it all, you forgot your shadow

It's always there, too close, too much
The shape of something I can't touch
I turn, and find the shadow's grown
Those empty eyes I begged to stay
Are watching me from yesterday
You can leave me; can you leave me alone?

When you took it all, you forgot
Your shadow

Bags all packed, make sure...you remember everything

I'm weaker than I would like to admit. And I hate every second of it. Tears. Freaking tears. I thought I was over this already. I thought I was long gone, that I would never, ever have to cry about this again. I was so sure. So sure. Things are different now, and I'm actually happy with my life. But...
Apparently, this only happens at 2 AM when everything's quiet and I'm alone.
I thought I had grown out of this. That I stopped caring after my birthday. Every day, it gets easier and easier. And then...it's 2 in the morning and I'm right back where I started.

I just want to see him again, one last time, because...I never got to say goodbye to him.

Thinking of you, wherever you are.