I've been claustrophobic since I was locked inside a suitcase at seven years old. To sit here, looking out the window and dreaming of a life that's bigger than this, bigger than the RTP and a 9-5 job, bigger than small Raleigh and even smaller NYC, bigger than sitting here and aimlessly playing video games...don't get me wrong, I love video games...that's what it feels like.
God, I just...I feel like I'm meant for so much more than this. So much more than sitting at a desk, waiting for someone hand and foot, more than just going to work and going home every day. More than that.