Peter Pan, take me to [neverland].

Letter

Hey-

See my layout? Well...got that right before you went to Taiwan over summer =) haha I remember you smiling and saying "me gusta mucho =]"

Together forever. Forever and always. Forever yours.

Promises that will have to be broken.

Eight years. Our own family. Growing old together. Having a son and a daughter. Saving up money for parents to go on a cruise. Eating yummy dinners and taking walks after so we stay healthy. Teaching our kids to play basketball. Teasing you when you get your first white hair.

Dreams that will forever stay what they are- dreams. Wisps of hope, fluttering away in a heartbeat.

If it means you guys will be happy, I am willing to go so far as to cut off everything from you, even though you and I are each others' best (gender) friends. So I guess some last words:

Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby

Now every time I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

[Don't Forget About Us - Mariah Carey]

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces, curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
Remember we used to touch the sky

And lighting don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift but we let it drift in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe, can't our love be revived?
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge, just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby, I'm missin' you, don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through, I'm reaching for you

[Angels Cry - Mariah Carey]

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking

[I Stay In Love - Mariah Carey]

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

[Hero - Mariah Carey]

Remember us at our best - the "I miss you" you said today. No matter which way you choose, remember the good times.
When it's for real, it's forever - stay strong =) if your feelings are for real, be willing to fight for it. Who knows, it may be your forever =)

Don't let anyone tell you it's unrealistic if it's your dream. Forge ahead. Go for it, and let nothing but God hold you back.
This morning, when you said you miss me, I was honestly surprised. But I guess I knew what you meant after you said, "I miss the time how we could just have fun together and not be in this mess." I miss those times too. I miss you =\ been missing you for close to three months. But over the past week, I can see the extent of your feelings for each other. A long time ago, someone said to you, "if you're stuck between two girls in your life, pick the second one, because if she ever came by in the first place, the first one didn't mean that much to you anyway."
I agree with that =) I don't want you to throw your heart away for someone who couldn't keep you in the first place. Look ahead, towards the future. Last night, I could see how you both just...emotionally died without each other. This is not my place. And so, I'm going to plead with you, again and again, until you know the full extent of what you have to do going down either road. I stay by what I said last night.
I think Uncle George brought up something important today (I almost laughed because of how much his lesson kind of related to you)- one was created for one. You cannot have both. Just one. Be happy with that one. Love that one person, take care of them, protect them, and commit to them. Uncle Mike said we were created for each other, as friends, as a fellowship, but also as couples, someone who can know you on a much more intimate level.

I love you, I want you to be happy, and I want the best for you. Just say the word, and I'll help you in any way I can.

Last words to myself-

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

DATE:Sunday, October 2, 2011 TIME:{4:52 PM} COMMENTS:

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