Why. Freaking. Me.
I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY, IS THAT TOO FREAKING MUCH TO ASK?!?!
First time, I was part of the reason she was hurt. Second time, AGAIN, FREAKING PART OF THE REASON BECAUSE I MADE A DUMB MISTAKE. So did he, but I mean. I'm going to take responsibility for it. Because I can. NOW I'M PART OF THE REASON HE'S HURTING. Freaking. Like. All I've ever wanted was for both of them to be happy. Now, yes, me and her are closer than ever, but it's still because of this whole stupid situation. To add onto that, he freaking hurts every time I'm brought up. OKAY, I'M SORRY. I NEVER WANTED TO HURT YOU. I NEVER WANTED A PART IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP AND I NEVER EVER THOUGHT ABOUT INTERFERING ONE FREAKING MOMENT. EVER.
I think I feel worse knowing that he hurts every time I brought up. That stings. It does. It hurts me because...well, I'm sure you can figure out why it hurts me. Tacking on is the fact that he hurts, which just hurts more.
I'M SORRY, OKAY?!